Oh my God...I've been to busy lately to post...

It's quite hard, being in a place where you need to join so called activities of your own choice to join. It's not that I care more the less in staying in the place, but sometimes it creates a dilemma where social demands come in account. This worries me as much as it worries me regarding my studies. Why does it have to be this way? Why can't I just I make a choice of my own? Anyway, debate trainings twice every week are also exhausting me, plus with studies and assignments, but it's what I plan to give full commitment into to ensure my stay here. I simply have no choice, it's either take it or leave it. I don't really have a choice don't I?